Did she play with me or did I fool myself (Long post)?

she may have been playing you, its kind of hard to say, but maybe instead of scrutinizing over every little detail you should just leave the memories alone and move on. It does not seem that you did anything wrong, and im sure that deep down you know that too, as you are not an idiot. It was pretty crumby of her to ignore your e-mails, but maybe that was her way of letting you know that she was not interested.