( i ask again - teeth clenched !!) I feel left behind by people & society, - how do i get over this?

i wish i could answer your question but i just wanted to give you a response anyway just so you know that i at least tried. i'm sorry about your situation. some of what youve described sounds familiar. are you from britain? i wanted to try to look something up on the web for you but i don't know where to look.